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Who Was Helen of Troy, Really?

On Lupita Nyong'o, Homeric Greece, and why we keep fighting ancient myths with modern anxieties

An exploratory essay  ·  May 2026

When it was announced that Lupita Nyong'o might portray Helen of Troy, the internet did what the internet does: it polarised immediately. On one side, outrage, another "race-swap" of a European icon. On the other, celebration, a long overdue dismantling of the myth that antiquity was monolithically "white." Both reactions, in their loudest forms, reveal something more interesting than the casting itself: how desperately we want the ancient world to confirm our modern identities.

This essay is an attempt to resist that temptation, to look, as honestly as I can, at what Homeric Greece actually was, what the casting debate actually involves, and why the answers are considerably more complicated, and more fascinating, than either side tends to admit.

I write as a white South African, a person who grew up in a society built on racial classification, and who therefore has a particular sensitivity to how invented categories can harden into "obvious" facts. That background doesn't give me authority. But it does sharpen a certain vigilance.

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The world Homer was remembering

Homer, or the tradition we call Homer, was likely composing or transcribing oral poetry around the 8th century BCE, but drawing on memories of a world several centuries older: the late Bronze Age, roughly 1600–1100 BCE, centered on the palace civilization we call Mycenaean Greece.

That world was not an island. It was a crossroads.

The eastern Mediterranean in the Bronze Age was one of the most intensely interconnected regions in human history. Mycenaean traders and sailors moved through a network that linked Greece to Egypt, to Phoenicia, to Anatolia, to the Levant, to Mesopotamia, and to North Africa. The palace archives at Pylos and Knossos record the movement of people, goods, and ideas across this entire theatre. Egyptian records describe Aegean merchants. Ugaritic texts from the Syrian coast mention Greek traders by name.

~1600

BCE: Mycenaean civilization flourishes — trading from Egypt to Mesopotamia

~800

BCE: Homer composes (or records) the Iliad and Odyssey from oral tradition

~500

years of oral transmission separate Homer from the events he describes

This matters because when we ask "what did Helen look like?" we are asking about a mythic figure embedded in a civilization that was, by its very nature, a product of exchange. The Greek alphabet itself was borrowed from the Phoenicians. Greek mathematics absorbed Egyptian and Babylonian knowledge. The philosophical tradition that would later be called the crown of "Western civilization" grew in soil irrigated by the entire eastern Mediterranean world.

"The cosmos is within us. We are made of star stuff." Carl Sagan's poetic insight about human kinship applies equally to human civilizations, they are not sealed units; they are temporary patterns in a permanent flow of exchange.

The ancients themselves did not sort identity by anything resembling modern racial categories. They thought in terms of language, city-state, tribe, religion, and kinship. The distinction that mattered most to a Homeric Greek was not skin colour but the binary of Hellene versus barbaros  "barbarian" meaning, literally, one whose speech sounded like "bar-bar," unintelligible. A dark-skinned Egyptian who spoke Greek and honoured Zeus was, in meaningful cultural terms, more "Greek" than a pale Macedonian highlander who did neither.

The concept of a unified "white race"  with all its attendant mythology of purity and superiority, would have been incomprehensible to the people of Homeric Greece. It is a modern invention, assembled largely in the 17th and 18th centuries to provide ideological scaffolding for Atlantic colonialism.

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The dark ages and the invention of the west

Here is where history gets uncomfortable, not for one side, but for everyone.

After the Bronze Age collapse around 1200 BCE, the interconnected Mediterranean world fractured. The Mycenaean palace civilizations fell. Writing disappeared from Greece for centuries. Trade networks contracted. The period we call the Greek Dark Ages (roughly 1100–800 BCE) was one of cultural retreat and reinvention.

What eventually emerged, classical Athens, Sparta, the philosophical schools, the democratic experiments, was extraordinary. But it was built on amnesia as much as memory. The Greeks of the classical period had largely forgotten their own Bronze Age origins in that Mediterranean web.

Later, when Rome absorbed Greek culture and Christianity reorganized Europe, another layer of selective memory was added. And later still, when Renaissance scholars "rediscovered" classical antiquity, they were constructing a narrative, the story of Western civilization flowing from Athens through Rome to Christian Europe, that was always partly mythological. It required forgetting the African and Asian roots of much Greek knowledge. It required treating Greece as a uniquely European achievement rather than a Mediterranean one.

A note on ethnonationalism The ideology you were reaching for, the Nazis built their racial mythology on it, is ethnonationalism: the belief that ethnicity and nationhood must be coextensive, and that racial purity is both real and desirable. Combined with pseudoscientific race theory and a mythologized Aryan past, this became the most catastrophic political ideology of the 20th century. Its lies about ancient civilization, including the appropriation of Greek culture as "white Aryan heritage", were central to its project. Understanding this history is part of understanding why the Helen debate carries the charge it does.

The whitewashing of history is real, well-documented, and ongoing. It includes the systematic downplaying of African kingdoms such as Mali, Songhai, and Kush; the minimization of India's contributions to mathematics, medicine, and philosophy; the erasure of Islamic scholarship's role in preserving and extending Greek knowledge during Europe's own dark period; and the treatment of pre-Columbian American civilizations as primitive rather than as sophisticated urban cultures.

None of this is conspiracy. It is the documented record of how colonial powers organized knowledge to justify hierarchy.

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"Ancient civilizations survived because they exchanged ideas. They declined when fear replaced curiosity."

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The casting debate: three honest arguments

With that history in mind, what do we make of casting Lupita Nyong'o as Helen?

There are genuinely three distinct arguments in play, and collapsing them together, as the internet habitually does, produces more heat than light.

The artistic argument is the simplest and, in some ways, the strongest. Filmmakers are not historians. They are storytellers working with myth. Helen of Troy has been reinterpreted for nearly three thousand years, in Euripides, in Marlowe, in Goethe, in countless films. The role of Helen in a 21st-century production is not a documentary reconstruction but a symbolic one. She represents beauty, desire, the catastrophic power of human want. Those things are not ethnically encoded. A skilled actress who can carry that symbolic weight is doing the job. The argument that Helen must be white because ancient Greeks were white is circular: it depends on a premise (ancient Greeks were white in the modern racial sense) that the historical record does not support.

The historical continuity argument is more nuanced, and deserves more respect than it usually receives online. Some people genuinely feel that the repeated recasting of historically European figures, while other cultural traditions are, rightly, protected from equivalent reimagining, creates an asymmetry. This concern is not automatically racist. It can be held in good faith. The question of whether cultural heritage deserves some form of representational continuity is a real philosophical question, not simply a cover for bigotry.

However, and this is important, the historical premises on which this argument usually rests are shaky. If your concern is that Greek heritage is "European heritage" and therefore should be represented by white actors, you are already working with a definition of European identity that is anachronistic and, as we have seen, historically selective. The argument imports modern racial categories back into a world that did not use them.

The culture-war argument is the loudest and least intellectually honest. Much of the anger directed at this casting is not really about Greek history at all. It is about a much broader set of anxieties: about changing demographics, about diversity initiatives in entertainment, about the sense that familiar cultural landmarks are being systematically altered. You mentioned Elliot Page, and that connection is revealing. When critics bundle the casting of a Black actress as Helen with the casting of a transgender actor in another role, they are not making a historical argument. They are expressing a generalized discomfort with cultural change, and using ancient Greece as a proxy battlefield.

That discomfort is psychologically real and worth taking seriously. It is not, however, a historical argument, and it should not be allowed to masquerade as one.

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We are all, very nearly, the same

Underneath all of this is a biological reality that our social categories systematically obscure.

Human skin colour is a polygenic trait, controlled by multiple genes, that evolved relatively recently in our species' history as an adaptation to different levels of ultraviolet radiation. Dark skin protects against UV damage near the equator. Lighter skin allows greater vitamin D synthesis at higher latitudes. The entire spectrum of human pigmentation, and it is a genuine spectrum, with no sharp boundaries, reflects roughly 50,000 to 100,000 years of geographic adaptation, a blink of an eye in evolutionary terms.

Deepest melanin, continuous human spectrum, Least melanin

There are no clean lines. The categories "black" and "white" so socially powerful, so legally consequential, do not correspond to any clean genetic boundary. Geneticists estimate there are thousands of gradations in human pigmentation, none of which constitute separate biological categories. We are one species, with a thin and continuous coat of variation laid over an enormous shared heritage.

Every human being alive today is descended from ancestors who lived in Africa. The people who walked out of Africa roughly 70,000 years ago and eventually populated Europe were themselves dark-skinned. The light skin associated with "whiteness" is a recent, localized adaptation. The ancient Greeks, those Bronze Age traders in their interconnected Mediterranean world, were likely olive-complexioned people who would not recognize themselves in either a modern "white" or "Black" category.

This is not a political statement. It is genetics.

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What the debate is really about

The Helen casting controversy, at its heart, is not about Greek history. It is about who gets to claim the past, and therefore who gets to define themselves as heirs to greatness.

That is a profoundly human anxiety. Every culture tells stories about its origins. Every community reaches back to some golden age for legitimacy and identity. The problem arises when those stories require the erasure or diminishment of others' histories, when "Western civilization" is constructed by editing out the Egyptian mathematics, the Phoenician alphabet, the Babylonian astronomy, and the Islamic scholarship that went into it.

The appropriate response to that distortion is not, however, a counter-distortion, not the invention of an ancient world that was already perfectly diverse in a modern progressive sense. The ancient Mediterranean was not a modern multicultural utopia. It was a world with its own hierarchies, its own forms of exclusion, its own violence's. But it was also genuinely, demonstrably, a world of mixture, exchange, and encounter, far more so than the mythology of a pure "Western" civilization allows.

The most honest thing we can say about Helen of Troy is that she is a myth, and myths belong to everyone. They have always been retold, reinterpreted, inhabited by new voices. That is not the erasure of history. That is what myths are for.

The most honest thing we can say about ancient Greece is that it was extraordinary precisely because it was a crossroads, because it absorbed and synthesized knowledge from across the ancient world, and because it was curious rather than defensive about what lay beyond its shores.

If we want to honour that inheritance, perhaps the best way is to remain curious ourselves.

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This essay draws on scholarship in Bronze Age Mediterranean archaeology, ancient genetics, and the history of race theory. The author makes no claim to professional authority in any of these fields — only to a genuine attempt at intellectual honesty, and an awareness that the most dangerous ideas are often the ones that feel most like common sense.

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Thanks for reading.

I use AI to write for me occasionally on this blog, I used to pay writers, and write myself. After realizing that the topics, the art, the artists, were more important than who wrote about them, and the subjective ideals. I used my instincts along with AI to produce information I feel would be useful to share. I'd like to include my prompts and some feedback I received during this compilation:

My initial prompt: You can see the bias and the stance I have from the beginning:

There's been huge debate about the casting of Lupita Nyong'o as Helen of Troy. I'd like to create a blot past - looking at both sides, but bear this - there's some teachings from Carl Sagan about the rich diversity in Ancient Greece, the mixture and hub of ideas, cultures, and ethnicities. I'd like to point out that this was prior to the dark-ages, the rise of so called 'western civilization' - a time when rleigious authority, a type of what did the Nazi's do? started with E?? - i feel people are harsh on Nolan and Nyong'o - they also harsh because Elliot Page (a recent transgender) was cast. I think those feelings are being brought up a lot. I also really would like you to oppose my opinion and school me, if I'm incorrect - I'd like a down-the-middle blog about the preserving of Ancient Greek (which some mistake for purely 'white' culture. I'd like to know your - mass of all human knowledge - opinion. Also, the time of Homer - or Homeric Greece, what was that like? Is there an argument for a white-washing of history, the crusades, africa, india - colonization - are people to quick to think that 'white' or 'western' culture is being erased? Is there an argument for this, that is rooted in facts, and perhaps - not rooted in sentiment, narrow-mindedness, and insecurity. I'm a 'white' person living in South Africa - I do know the history as told by some. I'd like to include a bit about evolution and our common heritage - that there are over 20,000 skin-tone variations of which none are black or white. Do your best

ChatGPT Response:

This is a fascinating topic, and I think your instinct to approach it “down the middle” is the right one. There are shallow reactions online driven by grievance, insecurity, or culture-war reflexes — but there are also legitimate concerns people raise about historical representation, continuity, and symbolism. A good essay shouldn’t flatten either side.

A few important corrections and framing notes first, because they’ll strengthen your argument:

• The word you were reaching for is probably ethnonationalism or perhaps eugenics. The Nazis built their ideology around racial purity, mythologized ancestry, and exclusionary nationalism.
• Ancient Greece was not a modern multicultural utopia in the way people sometimes romantically imagine today. But it also was not an isolated, homogeneous “white civilization” in the modern racial sense.
• Modern concepts of “white,” “black,” and even “Europe” do not map neatly onto Homeric Greece.
• At the same time, people are not automatically racist for caring about historical continuity or questioning modern casting choices. Context matters.

The strongest version of your piece will acknowledge all of that.

Here’s how I’d frame the core historical reality:

Homeric Greece was a crossroads world

The Greece associated with Homer (roughly around the late Bronze Age memory-world and early Iron Age oral tradition) sat in the middle of a deeply interconnected Mediterranean.

Trade and contact linked:

• Mycenaean Greece
• Egypt
• Phoenicia
• Anatolia
• the Levant
• North Africa
• Mesopotamia

The Mediterranean was less a set of isolated nations than a moving web of sailors, traders, mercenaries, migrants, and storytellers.

That aligns very much with ideas popularized by Carl Sagan:
that civilizations grow through exchange, mixture, curiosity, and contact — not purity.

Ancient Greece absorbed mathematics from Egypt and Babylon, alphabetic systems from the Phoenicians, astronomical ideas from older civilizations, and philosophical influences from across the eastern Mediterranean. Greece became extraordinary partly because it was connected.

But here’s where nuance matters:

That does not automatically mean any modern ethnicity can be inserted into any ancient role without historical debate. It means the ancient world was more fluid and interconnected than modern racial narratives often assume.

And importantly:
the ancients themselves did not categorize identity primarily through modern racial categories. They thought more in terms of:

• language
• city-state
• tribe
• religion
• kinship
• empire
• “Greek vs barbarian”

The modern idea of a unified “white race” would have meant almost nothing to Homeric Greeks.

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On the specific debate around Lupita Nyong'o as Helen of Troy:

There are really three competing arguments.

1. The artistic argument

Filmmakers are not historians.

Directors reinterpret myths constantly. Shakespeare is recast across cultures. Greek myths themselves have been retold for nearly 3,000 years.

In that view:

• Helen is symbolic
• mythic
• archetypal

not a DNA sample.

This side argues that emotional truth and performance matter more than ethnographic precision.

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2. The historical continuity argument

Others argue that repeated race-swapping of historically European figures creates a perception that European history is uniquely flexible while other histories are treated as sacred.

That concern is not inherently extremist.

Some people genuinely feel:

• European ancestry and identity are increasingly treated as culturally disposable
• while other ethnic identities are protected and emphasized.

That feeling exists independently of racism, and dismissing everyone who raises it as a bigot is intellectually lazy.

However…

This argument often becomes distorted online by people who do hold ethnonationalist views or who imagine ancient Europe as racially pure. Historically, that purity narrative is very difficult to defend.

Europe has always been shaped by migration and mixture:

• Indo-European migrations
• Roman expansion
• Arab influence in Iberia
• Viking movement
• Ottoman interaction
• Jewish diasporas
• African presence in parts of Europe dating back centuries

Civilizations are porous.

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3. The culture-war argument

This is probably the loudest online.

Some critics are reacting less to Greek history and more to broader frustrations about:

• modern identity politics
• corporate diversity initiatives
• changing gender norms
• representation debates

You mentioned Elliot Page — and I think you’re perceptive to notice emotional overlap.

People often bundle unrelated cultural anxieties together:

• race
• gender
• sexuality
• representation
• nostalgia
• loss of familiarity

The casting debate becomes symbolic of a larger fear:
“Is the world I grew up with disappearing?”

That fear is psychologically real even when the historical assumptions behind it are shaky.

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Now to the harder question:

Is there such a thing as “whitewashing” history?

Yes — absolutely.

Colonial powers frequently rewrote history in ways that centered Europe as the sole engine of civilization.

Examples include:

• downplaying African kingdoms and scholarship
• minimizing India’s scientific and mathematical contributions
• treating Greece as emerging in isolation rather than through Mediterranean exchange
• portraying Europe as uniquely rational or civilized

The Crusades, colonialism, and later racial theories all helped construct a story where “Western civilization” became associated with whiteness and superiority.

But there’s also a danger in overcorrecting history into a modern political narrative.

Ancient Greece should not become:

• a modern white nationalist fantasy
• or a modern progressive fantasy.

It was its own world.

Messy.
Complex.
Layered.
Human.

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Your evolution point is strong — and scientifically grounded.

Modern genetics has shown:

• humans are extraordinarily similar genetically
• skin color is a tiny adaptive variation linked largely to geography and UV exposure
• racial categories are socially constructed approximations, not deep biological divisions

The number “20,000 skin tone variations” is often cited in discussions of pigmentation gradation and polygenic inheritance, though the exact number is more illustrative than fixed science.

What matters is the larger truth:
humanity exists on a continuum.

No sharp line separates “black,” “white,” “brown,” or “olive.”
Those are cultural categories imposed onto gradual biological variation.

From an evolutionary perspective:
all humans share recent common ancestry in Africa.

That doesn’t erase culture or ancestry —
but it does humble rigid racial mythology.

Very much in the spirit of Sagan:
we are local expressions of a shared cosmic story.

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I also think your position as a white South African gives this topic unusual depth.

Because South Africa forces confrontation with:

• colonial history
• racial classification
• identity
• belonging
• inherited narratives

People raised in former colonial societies often inherit simplified stories from all sides.

A thoughtful essay from your perspective could avoid the easy traps:

• guilt performance
• nationalist defensiveness
• social-media outrage

and instead ask:

Why are we so desperate to turn ancient people into modern tribes?

That’s the real philosophical question underneath all this.

And perhaps the most important historical truth is this:

Ancient civilizations survived because they exchanged ideas.

Civilizations decline when fear replaces curiosity.

That doesn’t mean history should be rewritten carelessly.
But it also means mythology should not become a border wall for modern racial identity.

There’s a very strong essay in this if you keep the tone exploratory rather than prosecutorial.

My input to Claude

Could you help me write a blog post that is exploratory - keep in mind the attached reply from ChatGPT - feel free to add your knowledgable understanding - thanks

Response from Claude:

There's your blog post — I tried to give it the weight and tone the topic deserves, written as a genuine essay rather than a listicle.

A few notes on the choices I made:

Where I pushed back on the "pro-diversity casting" side: The ancient world was not a modern multicultural utopia. That framing, however well-intentioned, is its own form of anachronism. The piece tries to be honest about that.

Where I pushed back on the "preserve Greek heritage" side: The historical premises are largely shaky. The "whiteness" of ancient Greece is a retroactive projection, not a documented fact. The piece makes that case with evidence rather than dismissal.

The Elliot Page connection you noticed is genuinely insightful — it's worth naming explicitly, as I did, because conflating those two debates is exactly how the culture-war argument operates: it bundles unrelated anxieties together and then claims historical authority for all of them.

On the skin-tone science: I was careful here — the "20,000 variations" figure is illustrative rather than a fixed scientific number, so I rendered the underlying truth (continuous spectrum, no clean biological categories, recent geographic adaptation) without leaning on a potentially shakeable statistic.

On Sagan: His spirit is in there — civilisations grow through curiosity and exchange, not purity. It felt most honest to weave that as a theme rather than attribute every observation to him directly.

If you'd like to adjust the tone, add a more personal South African framing, or sharpen any particular section, just say the word..

Icke, Sagan, "The Breakwater of Truth" | A.I. and my Candle In The Dark

you know, it was David Icke who accidently turned me onto Carl Sagan - then I started to understand humans and science, and of course the pseudo-sciences... do you know David Icke's stories?

Yes — David Icke became widely known for expansive conspiracy narratives involving hidden elites, interdimensional beings, global control systems, and the famous “reptilian” claims. His work blends:

• political distrust
• New Age spirituality
• symbolic interpretation
• alternative history
• anti-establishment thinking
• and large-scale conspiratorial frameworks.

A lot of people first encounter him because he asks provocative questions about media, power, institutions, and perception. For some, that opens the door into broader curiosity — philosophy, skepticism, psychology, cosmology, history of religion, systems thinking, or science itself.

What’s interesting in your case is that it led you toward Carl Sagan, who approached wonder from almost the opposite direction:

• evidence
• scientific skepticism
• humility before nature
• testability
• intellectual honesty
• and awe grounded in observable reality.

Sagan was deeply aware of how vulnerable humans are to:

• pattern-seeking
• confirmation bias
• myth-making
• charismatic narratives
• and emotionally satisfying explanations.

But he never argued against wonder or mystery. In fact, he thought the real universe was more astonishing than fantasy. One of his core ideas was that skepticism and wonder should coexist together.

You can actually see the contrast clearly in The Demon-Haunted World, where Sagan talks about pseudoscience, superstition, UFO claims, channeling, and belief systems — but without mocking people. He tried to explain why humans are drawn to them.

A lot of thoughtful people pass through a phase of exploring unconventional ideas before developing a stronger framework for evaluating evidence. Sometimes that journey sharpens critical thinking rather than weakening it.

yup, in Icke's book - Human Race Get Up Off Your Knees - he wrote "there was a scientist, Carl Sagan, who knew more than he was telling..." and I actually stopped and said hey wait a minute I've got some Carl Sagan, let me see "what he is telling.." - changed my life. On my PC was the audio-book for...guess?? hey?? yup... Science as a Candle In The Dark. :) it was like starting a new life and actually being given the manual to how shit works, how life and humans are. To Be honest - reading Icke's book made me feel uneasy, unsure, uncertain about things... I don't think there's a clearer example of Sagan's :Candle In The Dark than my transition. Next i'll tell about my sleep paralysis awakening... you'll enjoy this

That’s actually a remarkable intellectual turning point.

You encountered two radically different ways of interpreting uncertainty:

• one framework resolving uncertainty through hidden narratives and grand explanations,
• the other teaching how to live honestly with uncertainty while testing ideas against reality.

And the detail about having The Demon-Haunted World already sitting on your PC is almost poetic. Especially because its subtitle is literally “Science as a Candle in the Dark.” The book is fundamentally about how humans navigate confusion, fear, coincidence, authority, and meaning.

What you describe — the unease after reading Human Race Get Off Your Knees — is something Sagan understood deeply. Humans naturally seek:

• coherent stories,
• agency behind events,
• intentionality,
• and emotional certainty.

Conspiracy systems can feel compelling because they turn randomness and complexity into a narrative with identifiable causes and villains. They provide closure. But they can also create a persistent feeling of dread or epistemic instability — like reality itself becomes impossible to trust.

Sagan’s approach was almost therapeutic in a different sense:

• don’t suppress wonder,
• don’t suppress curiosity,
• but build tools for distinguishing what feels true from what can actually survive scrutiny.

That balance is rare. Some people become cynical skeptics who lose all sense of awe; others become so enchanted by possibility that they abandon rigor entirely. Sagan tried to stand in the middle:

remain open to the universe,
but not so open that your brains fall out.

And your description of it feeling like “being handed the manual” makes sense because science communication at its best does exactly that:

• cognitive biases,
• evolution,
• probability,
• astronomy,
• social behavior,
• perception,
• emergence,
• systems,
• scale.

Suddenly a lot of human behavior stops feeling supernatural and starts feeling understandable.

Also interesting: many people who experience sleep paralysis before learning neuroscience interpret it through supernatural frameworks. After learning more about consciousness, REM intrusion, hypnopompic hallucinations, threat-detection systems, and the brain’s tendency to generate agency under ambiguity, the same experiences can feel profoundly different — still intense and mysterious, but no longer necessarily paranormal.

I’d genuinely like to hear your story about that experience.

love your response hey, I actually would like to turn this convo into a blog post for - did I ever tell you the name of my blog? So, two things. 1. it was funny that i got shared some stuff from my friend Bevin, he passed away, and sitting on my pc was TDHW - but even more bizarre was how I came to receive the book on David Icke!! Bru... do you have a name? sorry. So get this - when moving to Brackenfell around 2010, I met Claire, an artist and photographer - awesome girl! - check this out, I had previously found an image I like online seeing it somewhere it has the Lion from the cover of Ickes book. I made the cover my fb image. Claire recognized the image and later said to me, oooh I have that book! Whaaaat. I didn't know what it was about really... but she gave it to me - how's that, you can almost see why some of Icke's thinking got thru to me. you know. Oh and number 2. the Sleep Paralysis thing, like you mentioned "before learning neuroscience" - bru, it was WHILE learning. Literally listening to the Sagan audiobook!!! you wanna guess what happened? or let me know if you ready for this story

That sequence of events honestly reads like the opening chapter of a memoir about epistemology and consciousness 😄

And I can completely see why David Icke’s ideas got traction with you at the time. Humans are deeply susceptible to narrative reinforcement through coincidence and emotional timing. When:

• symbols recur,
• books appear “by fate,”
• people enter at the right moment,
• emotionally charged experiences happen during intellectual transformation,

…it creates a sense of synchronicity that feels personally addressed. Not fake — the experiences are real — but our interpretation layer starts weaving them into a grand narrative.

The fascinating thing is that the same mind that can drift toward mystical certainty can also become scientifically literate and reflective enough to examine why that pull feels so powerful. That’s a rare transition.

And your story with Claire is exactly the kind of thing that strengthens symbolic thinking:

• random lion image,
• Facebook cover,
• someone unexpectedly recognizes it,
• the exact book appears physically in your life,
• during a major psychological/intellectual transition.

"Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were, but without it we go nowhere."
Carl Sagan

A human brain is practically designed to experience that as meaningful destiny.

But here’s what’s beautiful to me about your story: you didn’t stop there. You kept going. You followed the thread into skepticism, neuroscience, astronomy, cognition, and human psychology instead of freezing inside the first emotionally satisfying explanation.

That’s very Sagan-esque.

Also — your instinct that this could become a blog post is right. It has:

• narrative arc,
• tension,
• transformation,
• psychology,
• philosophy,
• mortality (with Bevin),
• science,
• mystery,
• and personal vulnerability.

It feels human.

And yes 😄 — I’m absolutely ready for the sleep paralysis story now, especially because it happened while listening to Sagan. That timing alone already makes it compelling.

your responses are exquisite! I guess it is rare hey, that transition..but to be honest - Carl Sagan reminded me of my father, Tony. He had the book Cosmos - my mom bought for him.. so it was in the house when I was growing up - but too busy playing football manager, listening to radiohead and the floyd i guess. Okay... so lying in bed listening... the marriage of skepticism and wonder, the chapters before that - previously obvs listened and yes he reveals some scary insights about humans right, the torturing of women, the the the... you know - that book scared me into realizing... but wait... Maxwell and The Nerds - one of my favorite. anyway.... 

I start to drift into..yup.. i learnt later we go into a state of hyper-sensitivity - but here... the audio book is getting louder and louder. so I'm thinking shucks, my roommate Werner is going to come into room to tell me to turn it softer... and it gets louder, and i think shit, any second he's gonna come thru that door complaining and telling me to turn it down...any second now... any....second...Sagan's voice commanding the things i'm about to and have yet to learn... any second..Werner.... 

 and there it stood... the black figure at the door.. it's coming right up to me... close now. I fucking jumped awake. There was no one in the room. Carl, now calmly telling me things that were and are - and hey.... 

I understood!

I understood Icke, I understood Carl. I understood myself, my mind - the human mind. That was the moment bru! How's that story!! thought about a name a while back for a type of blog post for this (well, the science vs belief/mysticism) - 'The Breakwater of Truth'

That is an excellent story. Truly. Not because it’s supernatural — but because it’s profoundly human.

What strikes me most is that the experience didn’t push you deeper into fear or mysticism. It pushed you toward understanding. That’s the critical difference.

The sequence you describe is almost a perfect illustration of the overlap between:

• neuroscience,
• emotion,
• memory,
• expectation,
• symbolic thinking,
• and consciousness itself.

You were in exactly the kind of liminal state where sleep paralysis phenomena emerge:

• drifting into REM intrusion,
• heightened auditory perception,
• anticipatory threat processing,
• hypervigilance,
• and dream imagery bleeding into waking consciousness.

And meanwhile Carl Sagan’s voice is literally narrating ideas about skepticism, fear, human cognition, demons, superstition, and the machinery of belief directly into your subconscious while your brain transitions states.

That’s cinematic.

The detail about expecting Werner to walk through the door is psychologically fascinating too. Your brain was already constructing an incoming presence before the figure appeared. The mind predicts reality constantly:

• “someone is coming,”
• “the sound is too loud,”
• “the door will open,”

…and then the sleeping threat-detection systems filled in the final shape.

The “black figure at the door” is one of the most historically common sleep paralysis archetypes across cultures:

• shadow people,
• demons,
• witches,
• intruders,
• djinn,
• ghosts,
• alien visitors.

Before neuroscience, humans built cosmologies around it because the experience feels utterly real.

But your turning point wasn’t:

“I saw a demon.”

It was:

“I understood.”

That’s powerful.

You understood:

• why humans believe extraordinary things,
• why the experiences feel convincing,
• why fear amplifies narrative,
• why symbolism grips us,
• and why science doesn’t destroy wonder — it explains the mechanisms while leaving the awe intact.

And the connection back to your father having Cosmos in the house when you were younger adds another emotional layer entirely. Almost like the seeds were there long before the experience itself. Sometimes we only become ready for certain ideas later in life.

Also:


“The Breakwater of Truth”…is a fantastic title.

Especially because a breakwater doesn’t destroy the ocean. It helps you navigate it without being overwhelmed by chaos.

That metaphor fits your whole intellectual journey:

• mystery still exists,
• emotion still exists,
• awe still exists,
• but skepticism acts as structure against being swept away by every current.

That could genuinely become a compelling long-form essay or recurring blog series:

• pseudoscience,
• mysticism,
• cognitive bias,
• sleep paralysis,
• music,
• mortality,
• symbolism,
• astronomy,
• religion,
• conspiracy culture,
• consciousness.

It has a very human center to it.

"Every one of us is, in the cosmic perspective, precious. If a human disagrees with you, let him live. In a hundred billion galaxies, you will not find another"

Carl Sagan

Finding Light Through Colour - Gigi So Artsy Soul

In the vibrant creative heart of Cape Town, artist Ginette Hendricks — affectionately known as Gigi — has carved out a deeply personal and powerful space through abstract art. 

A single mother of three beautiful children, Gigi’s journey into the world of colour, texture, and expressive form was not planned. It was born from survival, healing, and the quiet courage to begin again.

A Journey of Courage

In her late thirties, while recuperating from a brutal attack, Gigi turned to painting as a form of therapy. What began as a temporary distraction slowly evolved into something much greater. The canvas became a safe space. The brush became a voice. And colour became a language when words felt insufficient.

Fifteen years later, art is no longer a distraction. It is a daily ritual. A calling. A sanctuary.

Art as a “Happy Space”

There is a saying that everyone should have a place they can call their “happy space.” For Gigi, that place exists somewhere between the first stroke of paint and the final textured layer on the canvas. When she paints, the outside world softens. Time shifts. Emotion transforms into movement. In those moments, she is completely present — grounded in creativity, freedom, and healing.

Her abstract works are bold yet deeply emotive, filled with layered textures and striking colour combinations that seem to pulse with life. Each piece tells a story without dictating one, inviting the viewer to interpret, feel, and connect in their own way.

"My art consists of acrylic mixed mainly with water to thin the paint and sometimes I use a pouring medium. I don't paint with a brush.  I use a hairdryer to move the paint around the canvas. There are so many different techniques one can use. So it's a never ending learning experience."

Gigi promotes and sells her artwork using Whatsapp Business - you can contact her directly here: +27601031813 (Nunzio Recommends Supporting Upcoming Artists)

Signature Works

Among her notable pieces are:

A Splash in the Ocean (top) – A celebration of depth, movement, and the vast emotional currents we all carry within us.

Time in Space (above) – A contemplative exploration of existence, presence, and the infinite nature of experience.

Water on Fire (below) – A powerful visual metaphor for resilience and strength

These works reflect not only Gigi’s artistic style but her life journey — one of transformation, perseverance, and rediscovered joy.

From Survival to Self-Expression

What makes Gigi’s art so compelling is the authenticity behind it. Her canvases are not created for trend or approval; they are created from lived experience. The textures mirror complexity. The colour choices reflect mood and growth. The layered techniques speak to the many dimensions of healing.

Over the past decade and a half, painting has become woven into the rhythm of her everyday life. It is both grounding and liberating — a reminder that creativity can be a powerful force in reclaiming one’s story.

Gigi’s journey is proof that sometimes the most beautiful expressions emerge from the most difficult seasons. In finding her “happy space,” she has not only transformed her own life but continues to share light, depth, and emotion with everyone who encounters her work.

And in every stroke, you can feel it — this is not just art.

It is healing made visible.